These have been good days, against all odds.
is good to have around and loved ones who make a difference one way or another, especially sad that this time is the end of the year, and even more emotional for people like me. It is not always easy being me, and celebrate the same things that bother me on a day other: like to laugh, cry at movies, forget things, like having friends over around all the time, I'm anxious, stressed, lazy, needy and talkative, I try to be fair, complain a lot when I think something is wrong, I'm angry, and rolled off. Like others, usually do not know to manage my money, I love giving gifts, I am a procrastinator and impatient. I am obsessed with time and memory, do shit and I regret that more often than I care to admit and live most of the time in a fantasy world, but keeping one foot ballast for safety.
And I really need to make sure that people who are important to me know that they are.
sometimes bothers me expose myself. Maybe because I feel that some people feed a veiled contempt for the lack of a certain nihilism in my ways. People would see me as someone who "minor" (if it is possible for someone my size to be "minor") Possibly, if I spent less time worrying if people will like me (and yes, I spent) and I focused on more important things, I would be living better. In fact, there are a lot of things that I do differently I would live better, but that's not the case.
Who knows in the future I can look back and see these concerns comm eyes milder, and even laugh about it. For today, however, I am so.
Every year I look for a secular message, but sensitive enough - that does not offend even hardened atheists who believe in something - to tell people how much I love them, even as I am being selfish, and how important they are for my life context. And I confess, is not easy. It's hard to get it right in the seasoning of a message without sounding too corny or a heretic to others.
batidÃssimo There is an excerpt from the "Sunscreen", which circulated on the Internet ad infititum few years, I have always seemed particularly poignant and true. I decided to settle him not to leave blank once more my intention to conclude the year-end:
'Understand That friends come and go, But with the
precious few You Should hold on. Work hard to bridge
the gaps in geography and lifestyle,
Because the older you get, you need
The more the people who knew you When You Were Young. "(" Understand that friends come and go But
There is a special few of which you should not give up.
Strive to overcome geographical distances and lifestyle,
Because the older you get, the more
need the people who knew him when he was young. ")
So I think it is. The Chinese tend to want "May you live in interesting times" . I see that the much more expensive to be enjoyed over time are the people who make a difference. So, I only wish that in the years to come continue my life filled with people who make all the difference.
For those of Christmas, Merry Christmas, all for a good new start.
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