Monday, February 14, 2005

Halloween Sayings Invitations

BOTH sides

Dear Diane,

sifted my room the other day, looking for aa "class", a booklet published by the Roland Barthes Cultrix with their initial class at the College de France. was an indication of (Marcello) Larcher, when I expressed a desire to read "mythology," it also. this "lesson", Barthes cites in that language sometime eh defined not by what it allows you to do, but by the action of speech she confines. other day I was thinking about focusing on how I manifest in relation to various Cóias - how do I set my path and purpose diverting me from what I discover not be my focus, or as the force behind most of the things I write this exactly in that cannot or not say.

thought about it, so flippant way, ateh, and perceived my limitations in the ways that could actually be traced, whether those who planned to go. Today I had an uncomfortably realistic perception that I may never actually be able to read or all the books I have, the more all I want. it would take me too oiled a combination of time and discipline, and I see no surface of the two I have left today. the irony is that last week I complained about the stress of information overload, and here I am eager to consume the world in words.

eh my room a shrine to lost histories. sometimes, just a leaf found by chance, or a specific playlist to activate a facet Piscean lost on me (provavellmente thing from my lunar sign, or whatever) and make me go to a specific time, years ago, so vividly and enhance further I would almost swear that I'm even lah, living all over again. to worsen when eh a lover of books, movies and music as I am (and I speak not in a pretentious gourmet level of a junkie but even if) such absences of dreams can be very, very common. but do not deny that not infrequently turn leaves a strange feeling of abandonment and incompleteness, especially when it feeds the dreamer realizes that although plans for the expectation of living them is delicious, no one lives through self expectations and promises, only.

Hah moments when, after so many missteps and promises you make yourself for change and self-correction, the only sensible thing and just distantly expected to happen eh a punishment - or, to be lighter, an effective result, inevitably facing many relapses error followed before that we can once again take the first step toward corrections aas. Today I feel this unspeakable consequence on my heels, and divide my heart between ehtica sure that she would need to happen and my Jungian plot twists that never happen to qu.

always thought that if I were one of vihtimas John Doe, I would be through laziness, greed and not by ohbvia.

and with each passing hour, these and other worries will have themselves to be sublimated before the full week and poucs hours of sleep I still need to wait. I have only heard a little more request, somewhat more than damien rice, and remember that among the dead and injured are still more things to evil than to good, more for me than against me.

for now.

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